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The sun's not out yet, but I hope today is a good day. I don't want to study anymore. I'm done. 2 more finals to go! i said so @ 7:11 AM
It took me a whole day to study one chapter of ochem, and it really helps to put distractions aside. And at the end of the day, the feeling that I've accomplished something is that much more rewarding. Anyway, I'm still scared. I met Margaret today. =) I can't wait til break starts. good luck on finals! i said so @ 2:08 PM
Today was a good day. I woke up early and paid attention in ochem (kind of, but more than usual), and I actually was wide awake for bio. I understood today's lecture! =) There goes one less lecture to really study. The bio quiz was ok, I think. Last class of the quarter. I felt relieved. Mass. There were a lot of people today. Then, I sat in the E8 review session with Abby. I don't think it helped very much. I don't know why it is I've been writing so often. This is the third consecutive day. I feel like taking a vacation. Maybe in November. ... I'm not ready for this. The party upstairs is soooo LOUD! i said so @ 9:28 PM
I spent a good amount of time at CSL though, and I was able to get through 3 bio lectures. My brother finally brought me the milk and juice I forgot at home. finally. I've been sooo craving orange juice this week! I haven't worn my retainers in over a year, and last night, I decided to put them on. They still fit! but it hurts. I realize I can be really inconsiderate or insensitive to others' feelings because of my own feelings. I'm trying not to be soo like that as much, but sometimes I can't help it. I'm sorry if I ever do that. Ok, I guess it's time to study some more. i said so @ 8:30 PM
I feel like I'm at the dorms again. I feel awkward. I feel the change coming along again. I feel somewhat motivated, but not enough. I feel like I could do so much better, so much more. I've been studying, I promise. This year seems way harder than last. I just want to be a third year already, maybe an alum. I don't know. I don't think I've ever done so unsatisfactorily (i thnk that's a word) in my life! And it takes something BIG to really push me, I think. I don't want to be a failure. Ayayay! I feel like hanging out with you. Can we go to Michigan? I really want to hang out with Mama. I want to be where the kids are at =). I appreciate my family a lot! I appreciate the fact that my mom put me on antibiotics (despite how much i didn't want to take them) because of her concern over my sore throat or the fact that she cut my hair the way she used to when I was younger. I appreciate the way my dad nags me to go grocery shopping because he doesn't want me to starve for two weeks away from home, and I always appreciate the money. I appreciate the fact that my brother would bring the juice and milk I forgot at home (except he really didn't, so I'm juice-less and milk-less). He is nice to me though, I have to admit. I appreciate my grandma. She's the ultimate little lady, and when I grow up, I want to live with her, even if it makes DJ cry. JK. I love the extended family! I love the cousins! I can't wait til Michelle and Karen do their DREAMGIRLS act in July ;). I love that we spend time together. And I appreciate the friends too, always. I really want to use my bathroom and common areas! i said so @ 2:22 PM
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