"fatpigspillsbury"

Saturday, July 21, 2007

I'm talking to Michelle right now, and it's funny because I started talking to her about our youngest cousin. Today happens to be her birthday, and it's a little hard to believe that she's thirteen. Anyway, what's funny is that I haven't called to greet her because I'm afraid of talking to her because I don't usually talk to her and I haven't talked to her in a while. Why am I weird?

What's also funny is that I pretty much grew up with her, and I used to be able to boss her around. I'd force her to sit down so I could do her hair even though she wouldn't want me to do it. We used to argue like no other until I made her cry, or sometimes she'd make me cry. I used to think she was the biggest brat, and DJ and I would do everything we could to make her feel bad when she was around us. We would purposely avoid her. Yeah, we were pretty mean. Even Michelle would be mean, and it was probably because she was annoying, in a shy, innocent way. It doesn't sound annoying but it really was. DJ and I even started calling her BURRITO for code. Man, we were lame.

Anyway, after I started high school, I rarely saw her, and until now I rarely see her, which makes it a little difficult to talk to her because the last time I really did talk to her, she was still so young. Now, she's a lot older, and she's growing. I see her at family parties, and she's really quiet and reserved, and she's not that little girl anymore. She's kind of too cool now, but Michelle doesn't agree with me. Ok I probably don't make sense to the world, but I make complete sense to myself. And this was a really long entry all about my cousin. What a special girl! Maybe I'll call her now.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY KAREN!

i said so @ 9:38 PM

Thursday, July 19, 2007

i'm sorry i can be inconsiderate.

i said so @ 10:37 AM

Wednesday, July 11, 2007

I've just awoken from the longest nap in the world. It's been a long day. Lab was exhausting, especially since everyone practically started 2 hours late after having figured out that the HCl solution labeled 0.1 M was actually a solution of 1.0 M HCl. Then, the stockroom brought us another solution of HCl labeled 0.1 M, but after failing, on everyone's part, to achieve the right graphical curve, our TA resolved to check the pH of the so-called 0.1 M HCl solution, and discovered that the pH of this strong "acid" was, in fact, basic. I can imagine how pissed the TA must have been inside.

Anyway, Amanda's and my feet were practically aching by the end of lab. It was long, and I'm tired. Thanks to my lab partner, I didn't have to walk all the way to the shuttle in order to get home; she offered me a ride. =)

No class tomorrow, and I am relieved.

i said so @ 7:51 PM

Friday, July 06, 2007

i'm dumb.
i lost my phone!

anyway, i love you, roommate.

i said so @ 10:41 PM

Thursday, July 05, 2007

So I miss a lot of things.

I hung out with Kim today, and it was so good to be able to see and catch up with her, especially since I don't see her as often as I used to. We walked around campus and talked about what we missed most from our first year. Yes, there's a lot, and I miss you, Kim.

Thank you for hanging out with me and for calling me, for talking to me, for texting me and for simply being wonderful. Thank you! You've done so much for me, and it is a comfort to know that you have not forgotten me (at least for now). And I hope you know that you have made a difference in this little girl's life.

Change is always a bit scary.

ok I should study.

i said so @ 3:42 PM