"fatpigspillsbury"

Thursday, November 30, 2006

So, it's 5 o'clock in the morning, and I am completely insane for being awake at this hour. Honestly, I haven't slept yet. Actually, I fell asleep at 8 and woke up at 1. For some odd reason, I can't seem to go back to sleep.

Last night, I felt sick like no other. Why is it so cold? I attempted to study, but that just made my headache worse. I got under the blankets and couldn't get up for how many hours because I felt so weak. I eventually got up, ran to the bathroom, and basically threw up everything I had for dinner. That is a feeling I wouldn's wish on anybody else. It seriously sucks. I felt like bawling like a pre-pubescent boy, and for that period of time lying under the blankets with a somewhat throbbing headache, I really missed my mom.

I often take advantage of what I have. I know I do, but I honestly appreciate everything.

These last few weeks have been really cool, and I attribute that mostly to Liwanag: from the benefit concert practices, to the actual concert, and the meetings, the potluck, and the random visits from and outings with the cool older ones. It's been really fun. I am serously loving my twenty '10 sisters as well as all the others. How very welcoming everyone is! I'm loving it all.

ONE MORE DAY OF INSTRUCTION. I made it through my first quarter! I hope I do all right on the finals.
ONE MORE WEEK!

i said so @ 5:04 AM

Saturday, November 18, 2006

So, pretty much, I think everyone in Liwanag is awesome.
Yesterday was fun!

Tonight, I'm going over to Michelle's to watch a movie, and tomorrow we're heading over to Fullerton to watch Melissa dance. fun!

I can't wait 'til Thanksgiving break.
I can't wait 'til finals are over. Christmas break! yeah!

i said so @ 2:36 PM

Sunday, November 12, 2006

So I can't sleep. I think this is partly due to the fact that I regularly sleep really late.
I can't sleep because I keep thinking about the past, and I'm talking about way back.

I don't know why I'm so nostalgic these days. I swore to myself I'd just move forward, but I guess I just can't help it. Being away from home has made me super nostalgic. I guess about almost everything about college is making me feel this way. It's just so different.

But it's good to think about the past. It's fun, and sometimes it makes me feel better. Then, I remember I'm living in present day, and I just wish I could go back or fast forward to the future already.

I can't wait to watch Gimik the Reunion again, with Michelle. THERE'S something to look forward to as I dread finals. Talk about missing the past. I miss the days I used to be addicted to TFC. That was when I was about 11 or 12. I think I liked the shows that were on then. I liked the people on then compared to the ones on now.

I've decided to work much harder from now on. What a lazy bum I am! It's time to prioritize.

i said so @ 2:40 AM

Times are changing.

Years ago, I couldn’t have imagined the way things are going now.

I LOVE MY FRIENDS. SERIOUSLY. At least the ones I see whenever I come home. It feels good to be home. It’s true: home is where the heart is.

I’m glad school isn’t too far away, but I’m not looking forward to going back tomorrow.
I honestly can’t wait to move out of the dorms. I’m rooming with Janelle next year. exciting!

I need to get it together.

i said so @ 12:09 AM

Wednesday, November 08, 2006

I miss home.
I can't wait to go back, even only for a couple days.

I can't wait 'til Christmas break.

I really do miss high school.
I miss my friends.
I miss it all.

i said so @ 2:12 AM