UPDATE TIME!

School starts in about a week. Now that I'm approaching my senior year, I feel soo unsure of myself. REALLY! I don't know what I want to do with my life. I DON'T KNOW! I'm still very much dependent on others and extremely indecisive. I hate this. I feel like time is flying by so fast. I guess I've wasted a lot of my time. I really haven't done as much as I am capable of. I haven't taken care of the things I need to. I feel like I'm being left behind.

It's hard to believe I'm this much closer to finishing high school. HARD TO BELIEVE. I'm scared.

Summer has been relaxing! It could have been a little better, but I did enjoy my summer.

Debut practice started last week. It's funn!! Melissa is awesome!
I hope debut stuff works out. My court is a flaky one. I really appreciate the time some people have given up to attend my practices. I appreciate the dedication of those who have come to the meeting and practices. They are the ones who make this whole thing a step easier for me. I'm really hoping that soon, eveyone will come to practice and not just half the people. It is hard having some people missing.

I have a lot of stuff to deal with this fall. I'm not looking forward to that. I am looking forward to my senior year, but not all the college stuff.. ahhh! ONE MORE WEEK! I WILL READ READ READ ALL WEEK!!

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