ok ok ok.. so Friday, I remember I was talking to Cool Anna about the black pen.. yah.. I'm glad things are getting better for her. It would be cool if she could write her novel though. Then, I reread the depressing letter I wrote to myself and stuck in my Bio book. I'm so stupid because I let Lara borrow it, and it fell out. Ohh no!!! So she started talking to me about it, and I was just whatevers.. I told Cool Anna a little, and I let Melanie read it and throw it away for me. I swore to them that I would never write depressing letters to myself on loose leaf binder paper and stick in my book.. NEVER!! I'll keep things to myself. Then I leave. and go to the Confrimation retreat that night.

We get in the bus, and the drive is so soOoper long. I almost fell asleep, but the ride was soo loud. It was pretty cool. We got there and the girls saw their little rooms. It was cool. There were 6 rooms with 6-8 beds each. YUP! Beverly, Monica, Lauren, Lesley, and I took room #5. Michelle, Jess, Partner, Cristina, Camille, and Dandi were in some other room. The boys' rooms is so .. not great.. There're like rows of bunk beds. It looked like boot camp or soemthing, and plus it smelled. hahah! We went to the conference room and lit candles. We went outside in the freezing cold.. and all our candles blew out.. hahaha! We also got into groups and made machines.. Washing machine! My group's cool.. Neel, Miguel, Tracy, Partner Amy, and Mark. Then sleep

Saturday February 28
Today, was the day Father Jones died. ='( I remember. Lauren and I were talking about it, talking about that day he never showed up and what we said, and the phone calls we got Saturday morning.. ooo sadness! We just did activities. Outside we had a 7 legged race. Funny! Then we did that trust walk thing. I was pretty bad it leading.. oh well! WE went hiking. At night, we were supposed to have a talent show, but no one prepared a talent, so Chase had to be an MC. Mark just busted his moves... hahah and Frankie! Oh man!! hahaha! Fun fun! Then we go sleep and stuff.. o btw.. good food..

Sunday February 29
It's a leap year. We didn't really do activities. Thank God1 I hate sharing and talking. ooo yah.. and Lesley did well.. I'd say. Frankie and I had our one on one interview thing. ehh!! Interviews make me nervous. It was kinda awkward. I kept laughing and asking him if we were done, but he just kept asking random questions, some which weren't even related to God-ish stuff. We had our cool mass, led by the choir. ooo Rick was singing!!! loud!!! hahah! Good job!!! That was funny!! The old class makes me laugh. We cleaned up, went to the cereamic and book stores. Then we left, and the bus ride was fun! Frankie and Terry are some cool group leaders. haha! yah. Roberta is too. But yah.. I thought Terry was stricter and stuff. She's really cool! Terry's awesome!!! ooo but Lesley.. oh man!! She was being stubborn.. oh well whatevers!! ok so now I'm back.. hahah!!

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